[ti:Constant Collapse]
[ar:Hotel Books]
[al:]
[00:07.77]There is nothing here for me,
[00:09.71]But I'm here for you,
[00:10.86]So I will never leave.
[00:12.45]And I'm starting to believe,
[00:13.74]Every time you said you loved me,
[00:15.83]You were just talking in your sleep.
[00:18.67]And I said I would die for you
[00:20.56]But that was before I knew
[00:22.15]That it's all you wanted me to do
[00:23.99]And time and time again,
[00:25.49]I can tell you I hate you,
[00:27.28]But that won't ever make it true
[00:29.76]Cause even during the good times
[00:31.30]When you kissed me,
[00:32.25]I didn't want to open my eyes,
[00:34.29]Because I didn't want to realize
[00:36.18]How hollow our love was,
[00:37.72]But now that it's over,
[00:39.22]I'm still here, and all I want to know was love.
[00:43.15]And I only talk about you in the past tense,
[00:46.24]Because through all of this mess,
[00:48.04]It's the only thing that makes sense.
[00:50.47]And all I do these days is want
[00:52.54]But I've settled for wishful thinking
[00:54.98]And neglecting, and justifying my emptiness,
[00:58.16]Because it's easier to see what you have
[01:00.50]When you can see what your neighbor lacks,
[01:02.79]I would give an arm and a leg
[01:04.68]Just to have my arm and leg back
[01:07.07]And I worked so hard to help you find truth,
[01:09.96]Just to slowly learn that your silence says
[01:12.55]Just as much about your character
[01:14.64]As your words do.
[01:23.61]We gave our love away.
[01:26.45]I always thought that I would be okay.
[01:33.46]I never thought I would be okay.
[01:54.81]Through this silent note, what constitutes the truth.
[02:00.09]Cause I can tell myself
[02:02.34]Time and time again,
[02:03.98]That I'm not making sense of this
[02:13.15]And that cross around your neck
[02:15.23]Was more hollow than your head
[02:18.01]But I still just wanted to follow you to bed.
[02:27.77]I never listened to my own voice,
[02:30.35]Maybe some of us embrace death,
[02:32.94]But some of us don't have a choice
[02:35.58]And maybe I'm both because I didn't choose this
[02:38.82]But that doesn't mean I'm gonna change
[02:42.26]Because I never do, and you never did
[02:45.94]And it scared me away
[02:50.32]And that's why she still cuts your skin for you,
[02:53.85]And that's why that she's still in you, and her name is Acceptance.
[02:59.92]And she used to kill me, and now she is killing you.
[03:06.59]And through all this stress and carried out disastrous distress
[03:12.06]I've learned that I really don't like you,
[03:15.20]But I forgive you,
[03:17.04]Because I love you.
[03:19.24]I love you.