[00:47.475] I failed myself again today
[00:51.876] Liar, liar, it's always been that way
[00:56.228] I fell face first while I was over thinking
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[01:01.617] Cloud my mind again, block it all away
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[01:04.810] Insecure and undeserving
[01:09.543] Of all the love you were reserving
[01:13.447] Negative and assuming
[01:17.682] I'm numbing myself just to keep quiet
[01:23.084]
[01:34.217] I couldn't commit when it knew all along it would end up like this
[01:42.183] I can't pretend that I don't want all my secrets back
[01:47.453] My own reflection won't look me in the eyes
[01:59.659] Because it knows who I could've been but you killed him,
[02:08.722] you killed me
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[02:13.796] I tried to change for you, faked a smile and attitude
[02:20.077] I never wanted it to be like this,
[02:24.130] I never wanted to feel a ****ing thing
[02:28.916] I lost the key to purposely,
[02:32.440] keep everything locked away inside of me
[02:35.675] Still question myself,
[02:38.077] still hating myself,
[02:39.243] still everything I deserve
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[02:42.518] Another blow to the head,
[02:46.183] slapped in the face by the things that you said
[02:49.672] This curse burns infinite,
[02:53.557] bound by the chains anchored in my head
[02:57.007] And so it begins every single good thing will come to an end
[03:03.865] Nothing ever lasts when every light in my path is burned out by my past