I failed myself again today
 Liar, liar, it's always been that way
 I fell face first while I was over thinking

 Cloud my mind again, block it all away

 Insecure and undeserving
 Of all the love you were reserving
 Negative and assuming
 I'm numbing myself just to keep quiet

 I couldn't commit when it knew all along it would end up like this
 I can't pretend that I don't want all my secrets back
 My own reflection won't look me in the eyes
 Because it knows who I could've been but you killed him,
 you killed me

 I tried to change for you, faked a smile and attitude
 I never wanted it to be like this,
 I never wanted to feel a ****ing thing
 I lost the key to purposely,
 keep everything locked away inside of me
 Still question myself,
 still hating myself,
 still everything I deserve

 Another blow to the head,
 slapped in the face by the things that you said
 This curse burns infinite,
 bound by the chains anchored in my head
 And so it begins every single good thing will come to an end
 Nothing ever lasts when every light in my path is burned out by my past