Intro Jin : Have you ever been so attached to someone to the point of addiction you wind up breaking in seizures so bad it stars to eat and beat you like students get from techers who treat you like creatures and make your life 吸 like a fetus without features [00:42.57 [00:45.37 [00:48.60 [00:51.83 [00:55.54 [00:57.00 [00:59.28 [01:02.07 [01:03.45 [01:05.82 [03:24.57 [03:27.75 [03:30.99 [03:34.38 EC: I try to fake that I take every second in pace to get the tears of my face so you won't see the trace of every pore that I scratched so that I could erase only to find in the mirror that I'm such a disgrace JIN: I can't control my emotions the potions I drink are potent causing internal erosion but now too late for no caution that I'd throw to you people so you could take some precaution sometimes abortion is wiser than what you thought'em to be What happened to all the people who said they sympathized with my situation ? I'm lying on my hospital bed and still I'm waitin'..........No letters or postcards to be read could they be waitin' for christmas just to see if I'm dead ?! EC: In the media and magazines and mewspapers are writing about rumors spreading like fire turning the lies into truth burning up my tires I'm tired of taking all thier reactions even the people I love and trust they don't