It's been a few years now, time flies It was like yesterday, i was wiping my eyes From my cries of you leavin' my life But i realize when i cry, well you up in paradise Don't get me wrong, i still miss you to this day And i wish you could witness your little cousin on the stage but some things change, it's the way things go 21st birthday- probably got your wings and halo but you always been an angel in disguise now stuntin' to an angel in the skies step back put your picture to the side close my eyes with my head up high reminisce your life thinkin' 'bout the times we had way back we were reppers flashbacks to the past ain't as bad as i excpect i expect it was but you ain't gone, you just live in the sky you had one life to live and you were too sick to die take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life hey boy, how you livin' up in heaven cuz? even though you ain't here you know that we still sending love now i know you stay true up there 'cause i look outside, the sky's blue up there recall the night i have you ride in my car you said 'keep on rhymin' in no time you'll be a star" well, you don't know this but i took that to heart and i use the word to motivate me to get this far and now i'm doing big things like you said i would and i now i'm gonna make it one day 'cause you said i could 'cause if i want it bad enough it'll end up good you supported me, not too many understood i don't think you understand how much you meant to me but things happen for a reason, this was meant to be cause no there's nothing hard, you livin' heavenly and since life goes on, i hope you rest in peace take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life hey slim, you weren't like anyone else when i called for you, you never hesitate to help so the day you left i can't axpress how i felt that it hurts to talk to you 'cause it's like talking to myself but i know you hear me loud and clear 'cause the only thing between us is the clouds and air man, i can't wait to see you again great granddaddy way up high, i know you with them and your great uncle too, the one that past from cancer i know you up there with them now, as happy as ever and not to mention your sister you lost you were younger who'da thought, a few years, you'd be together i'm done mourning your death, i'm celebratin' your life whenever darkness falls, eventually it gets bright so yeah, i'ma make it through, i'll manage and by the way, i don't love you to death - i love you past it take my hand and hold it tight, i will never let go no not for life (out)