"i don't care. i don't care anymore. isn't that horrific? wasn't giving a shit the last open door out of this abstraction that they label as 'worthwhile' i used to run with grace, but tell me how does one crawl a mile? without a destination, without orientation, with all this hesitation, and just aggravation cause all i hear is dead end-talking and all i see is bullshit walking on and on" he paused for a short while, he’s got both hands in his face. "you know, i can't put my anger in a productive place. it would be easier to do so, if i could only grasp its source, but when aggresion meets self-loathing they become the strongest force got no destination, no orientation, all this hesitation, and just aggravation and all i hear is dead end-talking and all i see is bullshit walking on and on“