his head is now up in space, far away from it all. 
not afraid to rise, not afraid to fall 
no reason to feel lonely, although life is caving in 
every second is precious, because she is up there with him 
"all constellations seem so different up here, 
everything looks threateningly bright once you get near. 
but the closest shooting stars, you're able to cool 
because you're the exception to every rule." 
but his heart still beats on its own terms 
and it doesn't seem to change despite the lessons that he learns along the way. 
in moments he is free from everything, 
you can see him breathing out, but never breathing in.