"i didn't dare to imagine, 
how this distant choice of mine 
could be total satisfaction 
and insanity combined. 
all this energy within me - 
it's everything i've got. 
its capacity is not optional 
and what's left is not a lot. 
maybe redefine my limits, 
maybe take a few steps back. 
try to focus on priorities, 
change course and stay on track. 
because how long would you think 
these dynamics work out fine, 
if i keep on disrespecting, 
my resources all the time? 
Feels like I'm on my own 
Amongst mass compensation 
Didn't we once agree on so many things, 
Or was it just naive to think that we are soulmates by nature, 
not soulmates by choice? 
That we share the same content, 
not just produce the same noise. 
That we care for another 
when we face our deepest fears. 
are we the difference that we're praising, 
or just stuck in shitty careers? 
i lost touch with everything 
as my limits cheer me on. 
it's just hard being dependend 
on the colliding rhythms of everyone 
that i'm sharing all this passion 
and these obituaries with, 
these days i question everything 
and find myself asking if we are soulmates by nature, 
or soulmates by choice? 
do we share the same content, 
or just produce the same noise? 
do we care for another 
when we face our deepest fears? 
are we the difference that we're praising, 
or just stuck in shitty careers?"