[ti:quinoa]
[ar:flower face]
[al:homesick]
[00:23.19]thursday morning, happy birthday
[00:27.79]it could be so much worse than this
[00:33.10]i'm having trouble breathing again
[00:37.82]send me to the ocean and i'll learn to swim
[00:44.55]knee socks, heart shaped sunglasses
[00:48.55]i've tried so hard not to cry in front of you
[00:54.75]you told me i could be anything i wanted
[00:58.95]but all i want to be is everything i'm not
[01:07.60]swallowing ice and my wicked thoughts
[01:12.10]with death on my mind, i don't know where to begin
[01:16.36]i'll stop running from myself when i learn to tell time
[01:21.47]i'll stop relying on you when you tell me to go
[01:28.77]happy birthday to me,
[01:33.27]the lights go out and i'm afraid
[01:39.11]happy birthday to me, enjoy yourself,
[01:45.47]i'm a thousand miles away
[01:50.98]i got high in a convenience store and thought i saw god
[02:00.24]on cigarette cartons and nothing at all
[02:10.62]you're forgetful on your best days but i hope that you remember me
[02:33.44]i don't know how anyone can sleep in this place
[02:38.80]summer never comes and all the houses look the same
[02:44.39]i've spent years forgetting people like you
[02:48.98]because no one ever cares for long enough to keep me sane
[02:56.23]and god, how do you sleep at night?
[03:00.92]i'm sorry for my shaky knees and messy hair
[03:05.51]i've been so wrong that i've forgotten how to be right
[03:12.61]walk away, walk away, walk away