"In my restless dreams,"
"I see that town."
"Silent hill."
"You promised me you'd take me there again someday."
"But you never did."
"Well, I'm alone there now..."
"In our 'special place'..."
"Waiting for you..."
"...Waiting for you to come to see me."
"But you never do."
"And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness."
"I know I've done a terrible thing to you."
"Something you'll never forgive me for."
"I wish I could changeThat,"
" But I can't."
"I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, "
"Waiting for you..."
"Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling "
"And all I can think about"
"Is how unfair it all is..."
"The doctor came today."
"He told me I could go home for a short stay."
"It’s not that I'm getting better."
"It’s just ... that this may be my last chance..."
"I think you know what I mean..."
"Even so, I'm glad to be coming home."
"I've missed you terribly."
"But I'm afraid, James."
"I'm afraid you don't really.. want me coming home."
"Whenever you come see me,"
"I can tell how hard it is on you..."
"I don't know if you hate me or pity me..."
"Or maybe I just disgust you."
"I'm sorry about that."
"When I first learned that I was going to die,"
" I just didn't want to accept it."
"I was so angry all the time, "
"And I struck out at everyone I loved most."
"Especially you, James."
"That's why I understand"
"If you do hate me."
"But I want you to know this, James."
"I'll always love you."
"Even though our life together had"
"To end like this, I still wouldn't"
"Trade it for the world. We had"
"Some wonderful years together."