[00:46.28]Dear God, I think it's time we had a conversation
[00:49.52]These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing
[00:51.92]I think about this life I live and all the shit I'm facing
[00:54.99]More secrets in my mind then a free mason
[00:57.34]I get lonely at times, and then I write these rhymes
[01:00.12]I'm only human, I want to hit the club and fuck a dime
[01:03.02]But I know that's not the answer to my problems
[01:05.04]Lord help me solve them
[01:06.44]Disintegrate and dissolve them
[01:07.81]Laying in bed
[01:08.76]With a girl I'm pretty sure is my next
[01:10.51]Contemplating the sex
[01:11.64]While I think about my ex
[01:13.45]Am I wrong, Dear God, am I wrong
[01:18.74]Dear God tell me am I wrong
[01:21.41]For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns
[01:24.22]Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them
[01:27.03]Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering
[01:29.59]Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them
[01:32.30]People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him
[01:34.97]I just want to spread positivity
[01:36.83]Through lyrical ability
[01:38.11]They call it selling out but I just call it versatility
[01:40.87]Yeah, its my life
[01:42.29]My wrongs,and My rights
[01:44.08]My battle, My songs, and My fights
[01:46.70]Now everybody want to come around
[01:48.66]Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down
[01:51.40]Not a single one of you mother fuckers believed in the brand
[01:53.90]Extended a hand
[01:55.48]And now you want to be my man
[01:56.99]I think not
[01:57.93]You quick to shape shift like ink blots
[01:59.85]The real dealer we cut classic no fitters
[02:02.44]What about the time
[02:03.34]I was nine
[02:03.89]And my mama almost murdered me
[02:05.81]Don't think I forgot that shit it still burdens me
[02:08.69]Her bare hands tight around my throat I can't breath I screamed I can't breath mama
[02:11.02]Don't you want me mama
[02:14.56]Don't you love me mama
[02:15.75]What the fuck
[02:16.61]Where was you here god tell me now
[02:18.53]Hows a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how
[02:21.26]Why you let me live but let another die
[02:24.08]Why you dry my tears but let another cry
[02:26.62]Gotta know
[02:27.71]Set to detonate I gotta blow
[02:29.22]That shit for show
[02:30.33]I used to wonder why in the hell you would make me suffer
[02:32.98]But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher
[02:36.27]I get up when im down
[02:36.69]Had enough almost drowned
[02:37.65]When shit rough
[02:38.41]I get tough
[02:38.97]And when im beaten to the ground I get up
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