In my mind I'ma fighter, my heart's a lighter My soul is the fluid, my flow sparks it right up An arsenic writer, author with arthritis Carpal tunnel, Marshall will start shit-itis Hardheaded and hotheaded, bullheaded and pigheaded Dick-headed, a prick, a big headache - I'm sick Quick-witted, for every lyric spitted, There are six critics who wait for me to slip with it So quick, this dynamite stick, bury the wick It's gonna explode any minute - some lunatic lit it, And it's not Nelly, do not tell me to stop yelling When I stop selling I'll quit so, stop dwelling I am not failing, you fuckers are not ready, 'Cause I got jelly like (Beyonce's) pot belly This is destiny, yes money, I'm off running So get off of me, I'm not slowing or softening No apologies, nah suckers I'm not sorry You can all sue me, y'all could be the cause of me No apologies, y'all feelin' the force of me No remorse for me, like there was no recourse for me No apologies, I'm not even acknowledging you at all 'till I get a call that God's coming No apologies, laugh fuckers it's all funny I could spit in your face while you're standing across from me No apologies My head hits the pillow, a weepin' willow I can't sleep, a pain so deep it bellows But these cellos help just to keep me mellow Hands on my head, touch knees to elbows I'm hunched over, emotion just flows over These cold shoulders are both frozen, you don't know me I keep sayin' it - I can't stress it enough So keep playin' it and stand next to the subs I choke mics like asphyxiation, While I'm strangling my own throat masturbatin' (haha) Fuck yeah, I'm a basket case and I mastered this rap shit, 'till my ass gets wasted, 'till my assassination, 'till I'm slain cause of some fag's infatuation 44 mag - a fascination, a taste for disaster And if that's the case then.. No apologies, nah suckers I'm not sorry You can all sue me, y'all could be the cause of me No apologies, y'all feelin' the force of me No remorse for me, like there was no recourse for me No apologies, I'm not even acknowledging you at all, 'till I get a call that God's coming No apologies, laugh fuckers it's all funny I could spit in your face while your standing across from me No apologies This song isn't for you it's for me - A true mc It's what he'll do just to see if he still has it And if his skills mastered, He's able to spill raps long after he's killed, that's a real MC Got you feelin' me, whether willing or unwillingly You still agree, as long as there's still this hunger and will in me, Then expect a longer life expectancy I'd be a savage beast if I ain't have this outlet to salvage me Inside, I'd be exploding soaked in self-loathing and mourning So I'm warning you, don't coax me It's silly, I'm really a sheep in wolf's clothing Who only reacts when he gets pushed, don't be fooled, The press blows up this whole thing - it's stupid, They don't know cause they don't see that I'm wounded All they did was ballooned it, I'm sick of talking about these tattoos Cartoon did That's why I tuned it out, I'm sick of dukin' And they can suck my dick while I'm pukin', And you too you can.. ..Expect no sympathy from me, I'm an mc This is how I'm supposed to be Cold as a G, my hearts frozen it don't even beat So expect no apologies ..Expect no sympathy from me, I'm an mc This is how I'm supposed to be Cold as a G, my hearts frozen it don't even beat So expect no apologies