[00:03.49]Kells, to my fans
[00:07.29]Hold me down mo'fucka
[00:11.63]And that's all I say
[00:12.38]
[00:12.75][Verse 1 - Machine Gun Kelly]
[00:13.76]When that crowd leave will you stay for me?
[00:16.76]And if I don't become what they thought I was
[00:18.36]In the time I should and my hype dies, would you wait for me?
[00:21.07]Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully
[00:24.67]Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself
[00:26.38]Then Hollywood ain't no place for me
[00:28.62]What if I told you I ain't quit
[00:30.04]And these drugs still was my rival
[00:31.79]Would you regret the fact that you sobered up
[00:33.53]And had more heart than your idol
[00:35.28]Or accept the fact that I'm just human
[00:37.02]Borderline suicidal
[00:38.72]And is it blasphemous that these two fingers mean more to me than my bible?
[00:42.77]Lord help cause I'm cause I'm hell bound
[00:44.51]With the weight of the world I'm held down
[00:46.07]Feels like I'm in hell now, maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown
[00:49.93]Maybe that's why I hate fame, maybe that's why this J's lit
[00:53.23]Cause I speak the real and get criticized
[00:55.09]So I inhale and don't say shit
[00:56.89]And I wake up, to the same shit
[00:58.83]Cameras on with their hands out
[01:00.56]And that fake smile that I hate now
[01:02.34]Cause they the one say I sold out
[01:04.35]They the one that will break out when I needed food for my daughter
[01:07.48]And I'm the one who can't grow up so these fans replace my father
[01:11.33]And these girls replace my momma, they give me love, I don't take it
[01:14.62]Cause fuck love, these fucking hugs weren't around before I made it
[01:18.27]And since I don't have no family EST is all that I got
[01:21.67]Either drop me now or you down for life
[01:23.82]Man it's EST or it's not
[01:24.51]
[01:24.76][Hook - Dubo]
[01:25.01]This shit ain't right (uh)
[01:27.96]Cause whenever their wrong, oh it's my fault (my fault)
[01:31.52]This is my life (my life)
[01:34.91]Now tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off?
[01:38.12]
[01:38.37][Bridge - Machine Gun Kelly]
[01:38.92]'Till the nightmares done
[01:40.57]'Till the grey hairs come
[01:42.32]'Till the friendship disappears that we've had since day one
[01:45.62]I said this is my life
[01:49.02]So tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off?
[01:52.91]
[01:53.36][Verse 2 - Machine Gun Kelly]
[01:54.20]What if this is our climax?
[01:56.05]What if everything peaks here?
[01:57.91]What if we never get big and these days add on like leap year?
[02:01.51]What if you were in my shoes?
[02:03.60]Do you think you can fit 'em?
[02:04.84]Or would put that gun to your fuckin' head
[02:06.39]And regret the fact that you in 'em
[02:08.09]Cause this ain't living, this shit prison
[02:09.78]Whatever you see in videos, this isn't
[02:11.44]Whatever I thought I knew, shit I didn't
[02:13.13]Dealing with the consequences of my decisions
[02:15.70]Traded the life of a lonely child
[02:17.15]That couldn't find anyone to get through
[02:18.76]For a life that's filled with cameras
[02:20.61]Critisize everytime that I move
[02:22.31]For the love I got for my fans
[02:24.46]And the loyalty for my man's
[02:26.01]Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of
[02:27.92]With them bodies pack to those stands
[02:29.82]And I did what they say I can't
[02:31.32]So I'm living proof that you can
[02:33.06]Go be great, chase your dream
[02:34.75]We only got one life and one chance
[02:35.80]
[02:36.35][Hook - Dubo]
[02:36.60]This shit ain't right (uh)
[02:38.99]Cause whenever their wrong, oh it's my fault (my fault)
[02:42.97]This is my life (my life)
[02:46.28]Now tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off?
[02:49.52]
[02:49.72][Bridge - Machine Gun Kelly]
[02:50.22]'Till the nightmares done
[02:52.02]'Till the grey hairs come
[02:53.57]'Till the friendship disappears that we've had since day one
[02:56.76]I said this is my life
[03:00.31]So tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off?