I was wishing the earth beneath my feet would crumble
Open up and swallow me in one
Embrace me in its cold dirt six feet under
Steal the air and warmth of the sun

For I have pondered long and hard and reconsidered
To never know again the taste of joy or lust
To never feel the pain of life so sweet and bitter
To never feel the hurt of a love or bretrayal of trust

And who can blame me ?
For wanting an end
To all this hurting
That never seems to leave

But I know now that all of this
Goes hand in hand
However strange it might seem
Knowing life grave
Knowing life grave
All in life grave
In life grave