1 2 3 4 Some will call it forthright I would call it cocaine crazy Calling off the spotlight Running off the gods that made me I am not afraid to die I lied, I lined, I lied People all around me Are telling me I am so damn lucky Well getting what I wanted I became so god damned ugly I am not afraid to die I lied, I lined, I lied I guess I will keep on trying Fight off the drinks and constant lying People tried to save me Its me myself I am always blaming I am not afraid to die I lied, I lined, I lied