It's said and done, there is no turning back
I've made my choice now 
I've gotta face the facts
Within myself, the hunger won't be subdued
Because I can't have my cake and eat it too
I'm worn down from fighting with myself
I'll save my life and lose my mental health, yeah
I'm wigging out, everything is turning round
A bitter taste, no comfort can be found
An emptiness wells inside of me
There's no filling, the void that will always be
A self-control is all 
I have to hold
It's been too long, maybe 
I have been to bold
When you're by, by your own conviction
A discipline can be your addiction yeah
I'm worn down from fighting with myself
I'll save my life and lose my mental health, yeah
I've gone this far so 
I'll keep trying
Continue to fight, hope that 
I don't end up dying now