Sleepless in the night
I try to loose my faith in you
saying to myself
You can't be the right one for me

And now that you're gone
I finally get a taste of freedom
only problem is'
I don't really want to be free

I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't want to curse your name
I don't wanna feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same

I don't want to burn your letters
I don't want to face the truth
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't wanna waste my youth

I try to suffocate with your pretends
And I belive in the shallow romance
I ran for Cover' but I couldn't hide
And still you try to get me to abide

You scratched me like a perfume mad
erasing all the feelings that I had
And all the time you faked this lonelyness
cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess

I donn't wanna be abandoned
I don't want to curse your name
I don't wanna feel the sadness
Pretending that I'm still the same

I don't want to burn your letters
I don't want to face the truth
I don't wanna be abandoned
I don't wanna waste my youth