It's raining I'm crying Seems like my world is flooding I'm leaving Going now I'm gonna leave this place for good Their voices whisper It's not supposed to be like this forever I'm still young but broken I don't want to leave this all behind Seeing you stand there waving I feel so sure that I'm not coming back Now I don't want to care And I don't want to go But I don't want to cry As long as I'm alive I won't feel like letting go Don't feel like saying no Won't feel like crying so Please leave me alone The world goes Spins ahead It doesn't stop for me to freeze the time All memories crawl by I'm going to miss every minute Just find it unfair how this goes Thought I'm too young To know what kind of pain this would be I don't want to care And I don't want to go But I don't want to cry As long as I'm alive I won't feel like letting go Don't feel like saying no Won't feel like crying so Please leave me alone Sometime I know I'd just look back And think It was all just meant to be And know The pain that I learned will all be what taught me The beauty that I see in sorrow now Now I don't want to care But I don't want to go But I don't want to cry As long as I'm alive I won't feel like letting go Don't feel like saying no Won't feel like crying so Now I don't want to care But I don't want to go But I don't want to cry But looking through me I see it's all up to me Small hopes that burn in me Sad smiles knowing this can't be My end