How I'd love to experience a heartquake 
But oh so afraid it will end up with a heartache 
These untimely little deaths 
Would leave me out of breath 
Life would flash before my eyes 
You might become a liability 
And I a reliability 
Still I'd know how it feels 
The absence 
Is highly present 
It smothers me 
Absorbs me like a black hole 
The absence of longing 
Fills up time and space 
Tons and tons of emptiness 
Weigh upon me 
You're a bumpkin groping and falling 
But you're my pumpkin prescious adoring 
Wish for you to say it 
First Better to have failed in true love 
Than never knowing what you long for 
Better to feel pain 
Than to feel nothing