I did a lot of thinking
Took the long way home
Thoughts were racing in my mind
And I ran to stop them
The sound of rubber on the asphalt
Coming to a stop
Oh my god, it was a close car
It shake me up, right on my nerves
It's the kiss of death
That makes a man think
But to be honest
We're all a little scared
And I'd be lying
If I said I didn't care
And to be honest
I don't know if I'll get there
But it ain't the fear of dying
That makes me come undone
It's the fear of living with the man I might become
Like will I make enough
To buy what she wants
Or even more
Give her what she needs
It's the kind of thing that separates
The man from the boys
And sometimes I still don't know
Which one I am
But to be honest
We're all a little scared
And I'd be lying
If I said I didn't care
And to be honest
I don't know if I'll get there
But it ain't the fear of dying
That makes me come undone
It's the fear of living with the man I might become
The man I might become, yeah
I did a lot of thinking
Took the long way home
And sometimes I still don't know
Where it goes