[offset:0] [00:00.71]Intro - RittZ [00:35.13]Dear Lord, thank you for letting me be here to see another day again [00:38.89] [00:39.45]I'm grateful to be alive, God bless the souls that came in so with luckyI'm [00:43.17] [00:44.43]a good To family have that loves me [00:46.19]Please let my girl know how much I love her [00:48.31]Sorry that we're both so unhealthy [00:49.89]I feel so guilty [00:51.27]Everytime I pray I feel like I ask her to help me [00:53.63]I don't pray with to the hopes get wealthy [00:55.67]I just want succes I sounds know selfishit [00:57.24]I thought I'm gonna screw her [00:59.20]I finally had the chance to fix it [01:01.09]I signed a record deal all these years [01:03.10]I wish I was more optimistic , [01:04.47]really I'm just scared [01:05.53] [01:06.72]What if they don't like what they hear [01:08.69]What if I don't make a career out of music [01:10.64]What am I supposed to do then [01:11.88]I'm always getting jobs [01:13.06] [01:14.08]I in hate to the see my mirrorface [01:15.60]And I wrote about everything so many times [01:17.62]I don't have inspiration to spare [01:19.11]I barely even hear [01:20.42]the I've been roaddown on [01:21.02]And I feel like I've been gone all year [01:22.83]Even when I'm home so there's much pressure to be here [01:24.77]It's hard to feel like I'm all there [01:26.43]So many wish could ress they for a living [01:28.63]So complain about us it's unfair [01:30.52]Some days I feel like in I've a been living dream [01:32.16]Other times feeling nightmarelike a [01:33.70]need some And of I my peers [01:34.53]'Cause I have a bunch of songs to write [01:35.99]And I feel like my future depends on this [01:37.80]Gotta rid myself of mirror plus these hand chips [01:39.62]Gotta get some confidence up in my paymentship [01:41.50]And I wanna dissapoint the fans who listenin [01:43.27]'Cause they expectin something incredible in the end [01:45.21]pain But I'm that nothing as I regain to get my strive back [01:47.07] [01:47.73]I'ma went with them when I was a kid [01:49.49]the My dad just guitarplay [01:50.29]Me and my brother we would was pretend in that a band [01:52.35]Musicians in my family dream to be stars [01:54.35]Only to condensate something that you attent didn't my music [01:56.45]Must've been playing the chosen one [01:57.80]So I'ma go tripping and go behind this sniper rock [02:00.50]Amen, song never came [02:02.14]Strange music [02:02.70]The life and times Valiantof Johnny