[00:32.73]A forceful grip by the arm
[00:35.29]Ripping her away and into my arms is what I ought to do
[00:38.58]Either that or given
[00:39.65]Either that or to spend these days in a limbo of doubt
[00:44.74]Watching her slip away
[00:46.47]These eyes of mine could pierce into hers
[00:49.31]Straight throughout her breast and out the back of her head
[00:54.85]Instead they’re shooting aimlessly like a drunken gunman
[01:06.40]After all that might be exactly what I am
[01:09.56]A spectator of first attractions
[01:12.41]Of discrete caresses
[01:15.20]Of lustful eyes disguised as intimate conversation
[01:21.31]Blindly convinced that I am in control of how everything will turn out in the end
[01:28.97]Turn out in the end
[01:30.04]Turn out in the end
[01:31.89]How everything will turn out
[01:33.96]Turn out in the end
[01:35.29]And in the end, a state of feeling limited by my own mind, body and soul
[02:12.59]While still being convinced that I contain some kind of god like charm
[02:20.27]Some kind of god like charm
[02:23.75]God like charm
[02:26.33]Thinking I’m only held back by the imperfection of my surroundings
[02:31.53]Of course it isn’t true
[02:34.12]Of course it isn’t true
[02:35.87]Of course it isn’t true
[02:37.96]Of course it isn’t true
[02:39.45]It isn’t true
[02:40.31]I was born in an equal state of self-adoration and hate
[02:49.22]Cliché
[02:51.38]Cliché
[02:53.03]Cliché
[02:54.26]Cliché
[02:56.58]Cliché
[02:58.39]Cliché
[03:02.17]Cliché
[03:10.01]Cliché
[03:12.47]And sitting here across the aspiring sharers of intimacy
[03:17.82]Half convinced that the eyes of the girls secretly wander upon me
[03:25.34]Living in doubt
[03:26.99]Living in doubt
[03:28.87]A life of doubt
[03:30.83]Living in doubt