[00:19.53]God won't speak to me
[00:22.88]I'm not sure he was ever listening
[00:26.25]All those years asking for help but
[00:29.30]I was simply talking to myself
[00:33.42]Not worthy of your grace
[00:37.82]I'm done seeking out a god
[00:41.07]Who won't show his face
[00:45.11]Hell awaits all those
[00:47.94]Who won't follow blindly
[00:51.38]Lead astray abandoned
[00:54.84]No promise of salvation
[00:58.89]Every person put to death
[01:01.97]In the name of your god
[01:05.34]Is it actually worth all
[01:07.79]Of the blood spilled
[01:12.29]Where was god when my heart
[01:16.09]Was split into separate pieces
[01:19.34]He's too busy to pay
[01:22.00]Me any of his attention
[01:25.68]He must be dead to stay quiet
[01:30.25]When I needed guidance for so long
[01:35.70]I will carry your cross no longer
[01:47.92]This has to end when
[01:50.88]I know you don't exist here
[01:56.09]No words no signs to instill
[01:59.60]In me what is right
[02:02.29]I ripped these pages up
[02:04.65]And mourned the death of god
[02:07.85]Nothing to contemplate
[02:13.21]Your savior's not awake
[02:19.31]Every person put to death
[02:22.37]In the name of your god
[02:25.73]Is it actually worth all
[02:27.98]Of the blood spilled
[02:32.60]Where was god when my heart
[02:36.41]Was split into separate pieces
[02:39.69]He's too busy to pay
[02:42.48]Me any of his attention
[02:45.80]He must be dead to stay quiet
[02:50.38]When I needed guidance for so long
[02:56.03]I will carry your cross no longer
[03:06.92]Your savior's not awake
[03:12.46]I don't want heaven or hell
[03:17.14]When my life ends
[03:20.12]You call it unconditional love
[03:23.54]I call it nothing but unwavering deceit
[03:33.82]I'm terrified to admit this but
[03:37.45]I swear that I'm finished with you
[03:42.38]I've lost my faith not lost my way
[03:48.69]You parted the red sea
[03:51.66]But you couldn't show yourself to me
[03:59.91]Will we burn in hell or will
[04:03.95]We simply rot in the ground here
[04:08.31]Will we burn in hell or will
[04:12.37]We simply rot in the ground