God won't speak to me
I'm not sure he was ever listening
All those years asking for help but
I was simply talking to myself
Not worthy of your grace
I'm done seeking out a god
Who won't show his face
Hell awaits all those
Who won't follow blindly
Lead astray abandoned
No promise of salvation
Every person put to death
In the name of your god
Is it actually worth all
Of the blood spilled
Where was god when my heart
Was split into separate pieces
He's too busy to pay
Me any of his attention
He must be dead to stay quiet
When I needed guidance for so long
I will carry your cross no longer
This has to end when
I know you don't exist here
No words no signs to instill
In me what is right
I ripped these pages up
And mourned the death of god
Nothing to contemplate
Your savior's not awake
Every person put to death
In the name of your god
Is it actually worth all
Of the blood spilled
Where was god when my heart
Was split into separate pieces
He's too busy to pay
Me any of his attention
He must be dead to stay quiet
When I needed guidance for so long
I will carry your cross no longer
Your savior's not awake
I don't want heaven or hell
When my life ends
You call it unconditional love
I call it nothing but unwavering deceit
I'm terrified to admit this but
I swear that I'm finished with you
I've lost my faith not lost my way
You parted the red sea
But you couldn't show yourself to me
Will we burn in hell or will
We simply rot in the ground here
Will we burn in hell or will
We simply rot in the ground