[03:51.190]It's always this year's gift [03:58.650]Is it ever what I wanted [04:06.190]Was I unhappy living in the past [04:13.780]Has my growth been that stunted [04:20.690]When to be ashamed is to be defined [04:27.690]And all this self awareness [04:31.350]The blind by the blind [04:36.200]An empty conscience is sensitivity [04:43.660]I have to pretend I'm overcome with humility [04:52.000]It always comes on time [04:59.240]Not a second before the instant [05:06.490]But this year I think I'd rather be a relic [05:12.790]Than part of the present