[00:23.62]What was once so real now doesn't even exist. [00:32.58]and now the memories are going, so just the feelings persist. [00:43.73] and what thoughts come back I sometimes try to resist. [00:53.30] the last of your strength fell apart first in your fist. [01:14.46]And I had no idea I had any ideas. [01:26.47]I've never thought about anything.sometimes I think [02:04.66]It was warm when you held me, when you dropped down beside me. [02:13.88] but I saw your face turn to powder in a year. [02:24.51]And did it do any good to have anyone tell you that things weren't as bad as they had actually become? [02:44.08]And did it make things worse when you hand was held. [02:48.65]it was the best for everyone but you.