As has you try to break the habit
I changed my mind, now I can have it
Make me feel alive
I've got nothing to hide
Would I go chasing after
I had myself to blame
I knew it meant disaster
My house went up in flames
I ran until the morning
With my heart from my chin
I put my soul into this
I can't control myself self self…

Why do I still try to chase this life
Can only hold my breath
All my sanity has gone and
I Cannot control myself
I went insane trying to forget
I hate myself now that I still want it
And I wasted my time
Must be out of my mind

Would I go chasing after
I had myself to blame
I knew it meant disaster
My house went up in flames
I ran until the morning
With my heart from my chin
I put my soul into this
I can't control myself self self…

Why do I still try to chase this life
Can only hold my breath
All my sanity has gone and
I Cannot control myself