[00:27.38]i'm clicking your fingers for a gothic twilight [00:34.41]that actually existed just in your head [00:41.49]your fingernails painted black or bloodred [00:47.76]i forget [00:50.74]and your fake-leather volumes [00:53.17]jabbering on hell [00:57.10]manifest decadence was what you hoped to exhale [01:03.58]your eyes tried so hard to glitter [01:10.45]a star-snuffing black [01:12.79]so you opened your books [01:16.08]and you opened your legs [01:18.64]and so opened your heart [01:23.13]and let in the badness [01:26.91]you claimed as your friend [01:38.38]with un-angels hovering [01:41.23]like flies around the orchard [01:44.75]that had covered your soul [01:48.11]their empire increasing [01:51.79]and your country deserted by your self [01:59.98]the bells of st mary call us to remember [02:06.59]that life is with end [02:10.97]and the gestures can kill us [02:14.31]moreover destroy [02:18.39]and there is one judgment only [02:25.35]your letters came daily [02:28.26]in french or in german [02:31.37]but they meant to me nothing [02:34.38]i caught the slow chords [02:37.77]and dry ice fogging your mind [02:46.47]i see all too clearly now [02:53.13]why you could be discarded [02:57.89]and though i could pray for you [03:01.76]i probably shan't [03:05.44]having had my cup filled up [03:10.11]with your lies and your make-up [03:16.98]you were nothing [03:19.27]thinking you're something [03:28.69]and nonetheless i still write [03:32.00]this gothic lovesong [03:35.24]a sign to myself and the memory of my past [03:41.56]i still write this gothic lovesong [03:47.43]a sign to myselfa [03:49.49]and the memory of my past [03:54.26]and a way to shut out your face