[00:08.56]Everything costs something bro
[00:10.79]Winning somewhere, somewhere else you just lost something though
[00:13.99]The cost of opportunities is always good to know
[00:17.37]But if you know that then you're good to go
[00:19.58]Yea, no dreams too big
[00:21.77]Chase anything you have the passion to do
[00:23.47]Only a dream 'till it happens to you
[00:25.11]Finally seeing money now I'm acting a fool
[00:26.81]Never thought touring the world all year would be something I might actually do
[00:30.12]Friends came through got me so high
[00:31.78]I forgot who I was passin' it to
[00:33.45]Party in a mansion splash in a pool
[00:35.14]Reminiscing '06 back in the school
[00:36.53]When my whole crew would come through and rap with us too
[00:38.49]Couple of them been goons, packin in a tool
[00:40.14]Go ahead try and talk shit on me
[00:41.81]I squad up come back with a crew
[00:43.46]Call me a bitch see what that's gonna do
[00:45.15]Fights in the streets like that shit was cool
[00:47.19]Yea, We used to do dumb shit daily
[00:50.10]Dreamed since I was just a baby
[00:51.72]Now I'm here its "Fuck you, pay me"
[00:55.30]I just had enough of waiting
[00:56.73]I worked hard, they stuck with lazy
[00:58.37]If I stayed I'd have just went crazy
[01:00.91]People change
[01:01.78]Everything's in constant motion
[01:03.41]My old girl's across the ocean
[01:05.60]Some stuff fades thats lost devotion
[01:08.39]Some folks stay some come and go
[01:09.93]Ain't what you think it's what you know
[01:11.54]I must run fast you're running slow
[01:13.81]Smoke, break down some kush and roll a dutch
[01:16.81]Right now my vibe's so alive so please
[01:18.89]When we smoke just hush
[01:20.10]Me and some of those who's closest to me haven't spoken much
[01:23.45]Crazy when you learn the cost of blowing up
[01:26.27]Yea
[01:34.79]I know I should keep in better touch
[01:38.66]But that door it never shuts
[01:40.43]Even when we chilled I never said that much
[01:42.83]Sometimes it be worth the bullshit sometimes you should let it flush
[01:46.28]Yea, but when I'm on tour now I just get a rush
[01:49.47]Everything is hella plush
[01:51.80]Get caught up in all the girls I get and stuff
[01:53.54]Meanwhile I see some girls I used to know are getting wed and stuff
[01:56.84]Having kids with full salary jobs while I'm just getting drunk
[02:01.00]Missing every birthday anniversary
[02:03.56]Yesterday my moms got out of surgery
[02:05.99]Wasn't even in town
[02:07.61]Shows and after parties what I've been 'round
[02:10.12]Finding out the news late
[02:11.75]Imagine how that shit sound
[02:13.61]Sit down priorities are all over the place and shit
[02:16.96]Stress levels rise and that J gets lit
[02:19.32]Try on shoes that Jay Z fit
[02:21.00]Fuck all that complacent shit
[02:22.69]I'm just dropping crazy shit
[02:24.31]Trying to outdo those fool who think they can spit
[02:27.38]But I can't even lie
[02:28.42]All this real life shit is passing me by
[02:30.10]Talking to myself and I'm asking me why
[02:31.76]Would I feel better as an average guy?
[02:34.00]But I know that's just a lie
[02:35.46]Pour up a glass and get high
[02:37.12]Wonder if this rockstar life taking a toll on me like I'm asking to die
[02:40.50]Going on tour for 6 months, hug moms right after she sigh
[02:43.84]Look up wish me luck when you see that plane pass in the sky
[02:47.76]No Stress bullshit gets passed to the side
[02:50.54]Working hard to make sure I'mma be the man when I die
[02:53.80]Yea
[03:04.64]Hey Gerald I just wanted to leave a message
[03:08.39]Just to talk about with you
[03:11.50]You have risen to the peaks of A. behavior
[03:17.50]And creativity, and its just the beginning Gerald and it's going to be your life by the sounds of it, and I'm just so proud
[03:30.10]I just wanted to call and sound like my cheery self when I'm happy
[03:35.80]So it's just the beginning your going to be blown away
[03:40.49]And you have your grounding, and yourself and thats so rare
[03:46.98]So I'll talk to you soon and
[03:50.53]Play on
[03:51.73]Ok sweetie I love you bye