[00:00.60]My name is Chris Palko [00:02.22]And I'm a former patient of Stony Lodge Hospital [00:20.22]You dropped me off [00:21.25]And left me here then started your vacation [00:23.49]Away from me with your new family [00:25.22]I got no invitation [00:26.83]If you don't think he's abusive [00:28.47]It's because he's in your ear [00:30.18]If I don't see things your way [00:31.85]Then I'm not thinking clear [00:33.61]I was just in your house [00:35.07]Going to school looking for validation [00:36.67]Pissed you off now [00:38.33]I'm in the hospital eating medication [00:40.57]And if I tell em [00:41.89]I don't want to take em that I'm still myself [00:43.85]But the drugs they're making me take [00:45.49]Are making me want to kill myself [00:47.24]And if I try and refuse meds [00:49.32]Then they force it in me [00:50.74]Everything they write in my chart [00:52.43]Is a plot to bring me [00:54.13]Down why you gotta tie me down [00:58.71]And kick me while I'm on the ground [01:02.39]There's nothing you can take from me now [01:05.83]Cause all I have has been thrown out [01:09.28]So why you gotta tie me down [01:12.31]Was only trying to figure it out [01:15.94]I'd like to get up but I'm tied down [01:21.83]When you wake up drugged [01:23.05]It's tough to get your thoughts sorted [01:24.46]And you realise you're tied down [01:26.68]About to be drawn and quartered [01:28.53]But there's no horses [01:29.76]About to rip you limb from limb [01:31.96]But the tranquilizer in your blood [01:33.75]Is what they give to them [01:35.15]And after thirteen hours of being tied to a bed [01:38.94]You're to shuffle the hallways [01:40.46]F**k off and die in your head [01:42.57]I thought when I made it out [01:44.10]I'd be carried and celebrated [01:45.16]Thought of who I was when I went in [01:47.61]Got out he didn't make it out [01:49.24]Who would think every stupid thought that you contemplated [01:52.22]Would convolute what was constituted as complicated [01:55.79]Permanently faded necessary that they calm you [01:59.19]Arrive and drag yourself around for days relay the zombie life [02:02.70]I saw a light desperately trying to move near it [02:06.29]But I'm plagued with thoughts [02:07.57]As soon as I leave I hope they tear it [02:09.60]Down why you gotta tie me down [02:14.40]And kick me while I'm on the ground [02:17.75]There's nothing you can take from me now [02:21.00]Cause all I have has been thrown out [02:24.57]So why you gotta tie me down [02:27.97]Was only trying to figure it out [02:31.32]I'd like to get up but I'm tied down [02:36.69]Down why you gotta tie me down [02:41.59]And kick me while I'm on the ground [02:45.24]There's nothing you can take from me now [02:48.63]Cause all I have has been thrown out [02:52.08]So why you gotta tie me down [02:55.81]Was only trying to figure it out [02:58.89]I'd like to get up but I'm tied down [03:09.07]When I get there let me in [03:13.53]Dr Strong - Cage