[ti:this year]
[ar:ine hoem]
[al:]
[00:04.89]This was the year I would finish a book
[00:07.55]I was going to live a Bohemian life in Berlin
[00:18.63]And this was the year I was redecorating my kitchen, my bedroom, my bathroom
[00:24.73]and everything in... side.
[00:32.84]This was the year my life would change
[00:39.95]and all of the chaos would fall in two days
[00:53.85]This was the year I would start on a diet and be very healthy
[00:58.89]while reading the magazines thorough.
[01:07.84]And this was the year I would write a whole book about life,
[01:11.67]how I see it and they would all think I was smart.
[01:21.76]And this was the year I would play on tv
[01:24.81]I would talk to the host about life and the hard times last year.
[01:35.92]And this was the year I would tour in the states
[01:38.84]I would live in New York buy new clothes and drink wine every day.
[01:50.02]This was the year I would make it.
[01:57.09]But this became the year... I was faking it
[02:02.43]Everything stays the same.
[02:25.12]The life that they're living.
[02:28.25]I want to move to Paris and I want to be
[02:31.56]with my lover my lover my beloved one
[02:35.49]beloved beloved beloved one
[02:38.88]I want to tell him I love him
[02:42.13]I want to ride on a horse in the sunset
[02:45.12]with my beloved beloved beloved one
[02:49.58]beloved beloved beloved one.
[03:04.14]This was the year I would marry, have kids, buy a house with a garden
[03:10.71]and this was the year I would cook everyday
[03:13.64]I would travel the world talk to strangers and friends.
[03:17.22]be a lover, a wife, a mother, a friend.
[03:21.27]And everything would turn out perfect in the end
[03:26.25]in the end
[03:28.16]in the end.
[03:30.62]Oh I thought I had changed,
[03:34.68]but nothing has changed
[03:37.43]eveything stays the same.