[00.33.01]he feel he can't live no more?
[00.35.23]What you want from me?
[00.36.50]You want blood from me,
[00:18.01]Our friend*************p seemed to be based on
[00:21.07]what I could do for you, homie
[00:22.89]The sad fact is I'm the type of person
[00:24.56]that would take two for you, homie
[00:26.60]You ever give so much till a muh****** can't give no more?
[00:30.20]Give so much of his soul that
[00:37.50]want another dub from me, money?
[00:38.55]You wanna drain me of every single mother******* drop of love from me,
[00:43.01]money?
[00:43.40]I can feel the eyes staring at me
[00:45.08]even when it's dark,
[00:45.67]even when it's cold
[00:47.04]I can feel Allah staring at me even though I'm marked,
[00:48.06]even though I'm old
[00:51.09]Y'all are just some "gimme" muh******s,
[00:52.58]"take more off Vinnie" muh******s
[00:55.90]Never giving back, don't know how to act,
[00:57.10]just a bunch of *************tty muh******s
[00:58.04]Gradually night goes on,
[01:01.07]gradually life goes on
[01:02.20]It's tearing me apart,
[01:03.06]never really thought that I'd have to right this wrong
[01:06.02]I don't think I'm anti-love,
[01:07.55]I just think I'm anti-y'all
[01:10.01]I just think I'm anti-every-muh******-tryna-plan-my-fall
[01:14.03]I was never planning to be great,
[01:16.09]something that began as a mistake
[01:18.07]But me being me,
[01:19.01]mama always told me I should always share what's on the plate
[01:22.07]And just waking up is enough of a struggle today
[01:29.08]And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away
[01:36.07]But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins
[01:44.01]Cause I love the pain
[01:49.04]And just waking up is enough of a struggle,
[01:52.05]I don't wanna deal with the darkness
[01:54.01]Have a mother****** laid up by himself tryna heal from the conflict
[01:57.07]Ever have someone close to you
[01:59.08]tell you that you really can't when you can?
[02:01.30]I wouldn't know nothing 'bout that bull*************t and
[02:04.22]that's the stamp of a man
[02:05.43]And the same one who blamed me,
[02:07.56]the same one who defamed me
[02:09.03]Can't make his own cash,
[02:11.02]can't wipe his own ass like a baby
[02:13.09]Everything is past or it's light,
[02:15.02]everything is passion and hate
[02:16.03]Everything is everything and I don't think I need to keep a track of the date
[02:21.04]Everybody take what I offer,
[02:23.02]everybody play like a pauper
[02:25.08]The same ones with they hands out,
[02:27.10]be the same ones that hate when I prosper
[02:29.06]Tryna be a gentleman of sorts,
[02:31.07]tryna be a better man, of course
[02:33.09]Tryna set a living,
[02:34.10]understand that I'ma always be a veteran of loss
[02:37.07]What's the physiology of love?
[02:39.01]What's the physiology of pain?
[02:41.09]What's the physiology of every single person that will probably get to reign?
[02:45.07]I don't like when liberty is wrong,
[02:47.04]I don't like when misery is gone
[02:48.01]I can tell all y'all one thing:
[02:50.03]all y'all gone' miss me when I'm gone
[02:52.02]And just waking up is enough of a struggle today
[03:00.09]And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away
[03:07.05]But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins
[03:15.03]Cause I love the pain
[03:20.02]And just waking up is enough of a struggle today
[03:27.01]And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away
[03:34.01]But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins
[03:42.02]Cause I love the pain