[00:00.161]BRUCE: [00:00.412]I ****ing love beginnings [00:02.478]Flying high! [00:04.808]It's hard to know where to start [00:06.499]It's all so fast [00:07.785]I'm trying not to spin [00:09.857]I guess I'm older [00:11.675]And it's harder when you're older to begin [00:22.387]Peeling plaster [00:23.696]Sagging roof [00:24.736]Two missing stairs [00:26.039]A buckled wall [00:27.610]I'm fired up to do this [00:30.342]But on my own it all… [00:32.622]So much damage [00:33.924]Broken windows [00:35.490]Pipes are shit [00:36.533]Crap veneer [00:38.275]It's hours later [00:39.832]Jesus, I'm still standing here [00:43.721]Still standing here [00:48.448]But when the sunlight hits the parlor wall [00:53.437]At certain times of day [00:56.844]I see how fine this house could be [01:01.027]I see it so damn clear! [01:06.028]What's the matter? [01:08.832]Why am I standing here? [01:16.646]Bad foundation [01:18.433]Twisting floorboards [01:19.737]Shoddy pipes [01:21.045]Gaping hole [01:22.330]It's a lot [01:24.351]It's a lot to keep under control [01:27.876]Something's cracking [01:28.844]Something's rotting [01:30.164]Piles of ruin and debris [01:33.660]Killing me [01:34.440]Crushing me [01:35.668]Pushing me! [01:36.626]But when the sunlight hits the parlor wall [01:41.500]At certain times of day [01:44.626]I see how fine this house could be [01:48.968]I see it so damn clear! [01:53.687]What's the matter? [01:57.104]Why am I standing here? [02:02.351]Dear Al, I'm scared [02:04.982]I had a life I thought I understood [02:08.828]I took it and I squeezed out every bit of life I could [02:13.290]But the edges of the world that held me up have gone away [02:19.556]And I'm falling into nothingness [02:23.437]Or flying into something so sublime [02:28.169]And I'm [02:30.806]A man I don't know [02:32.641]Who am I now? [02:33.158]Where do I go? [02:34.199]I can't go back [02:35.507]I can't find my way through [02:38.381]I might still break a heart or two! [02:44.923]But when the sunlight hits the parlor wall [02:50.146]At certain times of day [02:53.822]I see how fine this house could be [02:57.994]I see it so damn clear! [03:02.847]Oh my god [03:06.009]Why am I standing here?!?