[00:49.10]It's the farthest place I've ever been
[00:54.75]
[00:58.05]It's a new frontier for me
[01:02.52]
[01:07.65]And you balance things like you wouldn't believe
[01:13.30]
[01:16.35]When you should just let things be
[01:18.94]
[01:27.79]Yes  you juggle things cause you can't lose sight
[01:33.13]
[01:34.65]Of the wretched story line
[01:37.88]
[01:42.34]It's the narrative that must go on
[01:47.46]
[01:50.05]Until the end of time
[01:54.13]
[02:06.62]And you're guilty of some self-neglect
[02:11.12]
[02:13.69]And the mind unravels for days
[02:17.97]
[02:22.74]I've told you once
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[02:26.77]Yes  a thousand times
[02:29.45]
[02:32.61]I'm better off this way
[02:35.23]
[02:41.91]I'm better off
[02:43.42]
[02:45.02]This way
[02:46.55]
[02:57.82]Where's my queen of hearts  my royal flush
[03:03.53]
[03:05.32]I have cleaned and scrubbed her decks
[03:10.13]
[03:14.65]A suicide  my better days
[03:20.25]
[03:23.38]There's nothing I regret
[03:26.55]
[03:36.88]I've placed the gods in a zip-lock bag
[03:43.16]
[03:44.75]I've put them in a drawer
[03:47.52]
[03:51.21]They've refused my prayers for the umpteenth time
[03:56.83]
[03:57.72]So I'm evening up the score
[04:01.68]
[04:04.72]Small metal gods from a casting line
[04:10.40]
[04:11.02]From a factory in Mumbai
[04:15.48]
[04:18.64]Some manual labourer's bread and butter
[04:24.98]
[04:27.16]And a single-minded life
[04:30.81]
[04:37.94]Small metal gods  cheap souvenirs
[04:44.12]You've abandoned me for sure
[04:48.43]
[04:52.12]I'm dumping you my childish things
[04:58.33]
[05:01.88]I'm evening up the score