Becoming who I despise
The naked truth leaves me bare
A tipping point between order and chaos
Gave way to despair every thought that
Sides with scorn
Constantly stranding myself
I push them away
I hold my tongue and say
"No one understands me"
I justified my position with
"We're all alone in the end"
I blur the line between, who loves me and needs me
Separate myself to gain control of everything
And redefine, but I lost in the isolation
Empathy, a foreign, word to me
Had no desire to speak
Had no desire to set free
Fear let envy steal my virtue
Pain blinded my escape
I chose to side with my enemy
The part of me that I hate
Side with my enemy
The part of me that I hate
Choose the side with my enemy
The part of me that I hate
Fear, pain, envy, hate
Fear, pain, envy, hate
I'll see you, I'll see you on the other side
I'll see you on the other side
I blur the line between, who loves me and needs me
Separate myself to gain control of everything
And redefine, but I lost in the isolation
I blur the line between, who loves me and needs me
Separate myself to gain control of everything
And redefine, but I lost in the isolation