[00:36.93]Yeah
[00:38.41]Look lately I went missing with no permission
[00:41.10]It's part of it
[00:42.32]I been working harder than competition from start of it
[00:44.93]Now they're looking at me
[00:46.44]I see 'em all through the rearview
[00:48.90]Kill yourself to get your spot
[00:50.12]Then they die to be near you
[00:51.46]They think that I made it cause I made it past them
[00:54.56]They were never the target
[00:56.37]My target is past Em
[00:58.27]They laugh but they laugh too
[00:59.23]And they talk to me back then
[01:00.85]Guess it's déjà vu
[01:02.16]I'll be back when I lap them
[01:04.43]Hate that I acknowledge haters
[01:06.14]Call it a curse
[01:06.93]I'm on a search for validation
[01:08.81]Guess I don't know how this works
[01:10.71]But I'm learning on the job
[01:12.17]You can never please 'em all
[01:13.63]I see why rappers get that money
[01:15.39]And then all they do is bull
[01:17.46]Let them know
[01:18.33]I can feel the transformation
[01:20.55]I don't want to change
[01:21.31]But part of me just wants to make it
[01:23.22]Pardon me while I vacation
[01:24.77]Part of me wants to be famous
[01:26.37]But what good is being known if I don't 'member what my name is?
[01:30.37]Everything is changing
[01:32.37]I just pray it's for the better
[01:33.00]This used to be my diary
[01:34.55]Now it's an open letter
[01:36.38]Hope that I can take the heat
[01:37.48]I been used to the coldest weather
[01:39.61]I'll do what I gotta do
[01:40.81]The industry should know what's better
[01:42.70]I say the real shit that you afraid to say
[01:45.26]Then I get shit for sayin' it
[01:47.18]I'd rather get a thanks
[01:48.40]People steady takin' shots
[01:51.12]But more and more they feel like blanks
[01:51.66]And all these rappers get upset
[01:53.42]My team is movin' up the ranks
[01:55.25]Get your weight up I don't wait up
[01:56.57]I can't count the night I stayed up
[01:58.44]Man, sometimes this life's a bitch
[02:00.24]But I just hope that this bitch pays up
[02:01.65]Used to want it, now I need it
[02:04.41]That's the difference between failing and succeeding
[02:08.57]Far as underground goes
[02:09.84]My numbers do the talkin'
[02:11.50]Couple hundred on the table
[02:12.48]All I gotta do is walk in but I won't
[02:15.14]Really I could use the money but I don't
[02:17.62]Reputation all I have
[02:18.69]And that a'int ever worth a quote
[02:20.52]If all I'm worried 'bout is cash
[02:21.52]I be in the game for a second
[02:23.63]I'm in the game to break records
[02:26.36]Not in the game to take second
[02:27.56]Where the hell is my crew at?
[02:28.55]Behind me, boy, you knew that
[02:30.19]Soon as I get a little bit of buzz
[02:32.11]It's like these people try to do that
[02:33.77]Soon as we get a little bit of pub
[02:35.67]It's like that circle get a little tighter
[02:36.57]Soon as we get a little bit of loot
[02:37.75]Those people's eyes, they get a little wider
[02:39.63]Bout done beggin' for greenrooms
[02:41.43]I be like "Bruce, just give him that rider"
[02:43.16]Got yo chick all on my shit
[02:44.54]While you just stand there right beside her
[02:46.66]Like it's cool
[02:47.97]I'm just tryna' wrap my head around the fact that one day I'm nobody
[02:51.38]Then I'm a celeb
[02:52.44]What's the basis
[02:53.74]I'm in different places
[02:54.91]Ride with me or let me be
[02:56.50]Only gettin' better
[02:57.89]I think I'm ready for anything