in your big winter jacket rainboots coverd in mud on your old sister's centurion 95 Air Max Jordans baseball card in the spokes sweatpants and soaking wet ski gloves and you knew there'd be vultures wolves in and around underneath the darkness closing in from every cornor and the rain pours down too afraid to look over your shoulder casted shadows from beneath the stairs and it seems that there's no explanation your breathing heavy you're frightened, you're scared there were ropes attached to hinges that were latched above the door and it opened once the wheels began rolling down the floor lifted up slowly as the weight began to drop left hanging by your ankles at the very very top you hatched a plan it was written in the pages of your notebook step by step instructions that you folded up and kept in a box but you never never but you never forgot gung ho all the way down to 31st and by the fraternity through the halls of Highkey Gym and new quay was the college auditionrium from your bedroom you would hear the drummer drum when the band began to play there were raffles and consolation prizes