[00:00.00] 作曲 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler
[00:01.00] 作词 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler
[00:05.64]I'm going through changes
[00:13.01]I'm going through changes
[00:19.30]
[00:20.00]Eminem]
[00:20.56]Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for ___ like Philly,
[00:23.49]I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely,
[00:26.36]I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining,
[00:30.23]But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating,
[00:32.98]On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,
[00:35.60]Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it,
[00:37.84]But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty,
[00:40.28]When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
[00:42.52]I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs,
[00:47.21]Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
[00:49.14]Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here.
[00:53.44]I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors,
[00:56.82]I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
[01:00.81]I give a fuck, only thing I fear, is Hailie,
[01:03.74]I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,
[01:06.48]Shit..
[01:07.17]Chorus]
[01:18.59]Eminem]
[01:21.83]I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon,
[01:24.58]Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you.
[01:27.33]Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills,
[01:30.26]And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.
[01:33.20]It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up,
[01:35.88]Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled.
[01:38.63]Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
[01:40.94]They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,
[01:44.18]Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,
[01:46.49]He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
[01:48.55]But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,
[01:51.35]Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills.
[01:53.47]Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it,
[01:56.22]Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man",
[01:58.90]And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it,
[02:01.15]It's in their best interest to protect their investment.
[02:03.58]And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then...
[02:08.26]Chorus]
[02:15.75]Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes...
[02:23.42]My friends just can't understand this new me,
[02:25.23]That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,
[02:27.54]You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
[02:32.16]And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do,
[02:34.71]I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,
[02:37.46]Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.
[02:41.64]I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,
[02:45.14]Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.
[02:48.08]And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.
[02:51.26]And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,
[02:53.88]I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin' right,
[02:56.63]I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.
[02:59.56]Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now,
[03:02.49]Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.
[03:05.42]Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice,
[03:07.67]Yeah baby hold me down.
[03:09.54]Chorus]
[03:16.90]Eminem]
[03:25.13]Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.
[03:28.00]Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
[03:29.81]I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,
[03:33.38]Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
[03:35.69]Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
[03:38.81]I think about the things I would never got to say to you,
[03:41.30]I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.
[03:44.42]Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too,
[03:46.54]I still love your mother, that'll never change,
[03:49.17]Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.
[03:51.72]Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
[03:55.09]But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday.
[03:58.34]There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,
[04:00.83]Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.
[04:03.64]But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,
[04:06.76]I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.
[04:09.82]I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
[04:12.06]But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say,
[04:15.12]I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.
[04:17.68]But I just had to get away, don't know why,
[04:20.05]I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm..