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[00:07.89]One day I'ma get it right
[00:10.76]This life can leave you confused
[00:12.55]What is black? What is brown?
[00:14.04]What is up? What is down?
[00:15.44]What is lost? What is found?
[00:16.92]Got my head up in the clouds tryin' find solid ground
[00:19.88]Maybe I meant to fly, mama told me I'm special
[00:22.79]And damn right I believe that
[00:25.06]Have I changed? ay 'joe', where the Hennessy at
[00:27.60]I never drank before, now I'm out on tour
[00:30.70]Mama probably be ashamed if she found out more
[00:33.54]Over confidence, I swear I hold my liquor much better than this
[00:37.07]But last night damn it I was reckless as *******t
[00:40.01]I started with a condom but she pulled that *******t off
[00:42.91]And I just kept goin' I just went in it raw
[00:45.72]At the blackjack table we started our match-making
[00:48.59]Hotel keys exchanged and next was your back breaking
[00:51.46]And here I am in Vegas I'm gambling more than chips
[00:54.33]I pray my ***** don't fall off in the morning and I'm sick
[00:57.00]I think I'm paranoid, I'm feeling paranoid
[00:59.63]They lookin' at me like they know it, are they clairvoyant?
[01:02.42]I'm back to normal in a couple days
[01:04.71]But I repeat the same mistakes and so the trouble stays
[01:07.52]Ay look inside my guilty conscience
[01:09.85]When I get to heaven's doors, I ain't knockin'
[01:12.58]It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get back to my humble ways
[01:16.25]I repeat the same mistakes and so the trouble stays
[01:19.10]Look inside my guilty conscience
[01:21.19]When I get to heaven's doors, I ain't knockin'
[01:23.96]It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get back to my humble ways
[01:27.70]I repeat the same mistakes and so the trouble stays
[01:30.33]One day I'ma get it right
[01:31.45]My ***** miss his pops, he been locked for 20 years
[01:33.91]Used to write him from the block, all his letters bout the block
[01:36.99]He would tell him bout his peers, the *****s that was poppin'
[01:39.90]The chemist on the block, he ain't leave em many options
[01:43.29]And in turn he learned from em
[01:45.22]Got in some dirt but the earth he earned from it
[01:48.08]Now its been months and my ***** ain't heard from him
[01:50.82]But Harlem to Hollis, say they coppin' the birds from em
[01:53.63]I'm like, "Learn from it"
[01:54.93]You headin' down the path your father did
[01:56.89]He said, "***** you ain't my pops, I'm getting it how I live"
[01:59.87]Hustler's only hustle, ***** hustlers employ their kids
[02:02.80]The Senior out on parole, Junior just caught a bid
[02:05.61]That's 20 more
[02:07.31]Plenty more time, am I paranoid?
[02:09.84]Did he make the wrong decisions? Did he have a choice?
[02:12.68]Ain't nobody speakin' for him, do he have a voice
[02:15.47]He ain't on my TV screen, *******t, not on my city dreams
[02:18.36]Get a HBO special, 'How to make it in America'
[02:21.34]Facing your devils, your devils
[02:24.04]Why you made your sun set when you made your son settle
[02:26.88]How you live with yourself, yourself?
[02:28.01]Look inside my guilty conscience
[02:29.79]When I get to heaven's doors, I ain't knockin'
[02:32.55]It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get back to my humble ways
[02:36.29]I repeat the same mistakes and so the trouble stays
[02:39.06]Look inside my guilty conscience
[02:41.25]When I get to heaven's doors, I ain't knockin'
[02:43.98]It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get back to my humble ways
[02:47.71]I repeat the same mistakes and so the trouble stays
[02:50.44]One day I'ma get it right
[02:51.94]60 miles an hour headed for that wall
[02:55.15]Over the edge of the cliff is all I saw
[02:57.96]No revelations, no fla*******n' white lights
[03:00.88]I'm thinkin' me and Jesus finna reunite
[03:04.46]I almost died tryna make this
[03:07.60]And God must've wrote in the stars
[03:10.61]Cause *******t, man I just totalled my car
[03:14.22]All I'm thinkin' bout is how I'm out here chasin' bad *******
[03:17.36]What happened to that shy boy in all my class pictures
[03:20.44]Lord if you hear me got a couple last wishes
[03:23.14]I'm tryin' make it home but I'm swingin' at bad pitches
[03:25.85]The allure, I just wanna be a better man
[03:28.42]Get a good woman, inspire my ghetto friends
[03:31.43]This put my life in perspective that it's never been
[03:34.21]Watch me fly to Neverland, I will never land
[03:37.06]Man, I pledge allegiance
[03:39.07]I stand for those that can't stand for themselves
[03:41.11]Like paralegals for paraplegics
[03:42.98]Now I know who I am, yeah I'm quiet and stubborn
[03:45.55]I'm more lightning than thunder, ignored advice from the dumbest
[03:48.61]See I used to wanna be the best rapper in the booth
[03:51.51]But the best rapper is just the best actor, so I rather give you truth
[03:55.26]I'm 32 years old still out here on the loose
[03:58.08]It's never too late and trust me ***** I'm the proof
[04:00.97]Never be afraid, never be a slave to what these *****s say
[04:05.18]Cause don't nobody know, when its your time to go
[04:08.03]I'm chasin' dreams till I see the coffin, that's fasho
[04:10.89]And if I die broke, then so be it my *****
[04:14.48]But I can guarantee that I'ma see it my *****
[04:17.34]They tell me that it's rarely done
[04:19.51]And I guess that makes sense cause I'm the rarest one
[04:22.05]Now look inside my guilty conscience
[04:24.23]When I get to heaven's doors, I ain't knockin'
[04:26.95]It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get back to my humble ways
[04:30.74]I repeat the same mistakes and so the trouble stays
[04:33.53]Look inside my guilty conscience
[04:35.79]When I get to heaven's doors, I ain't knockin'
[04:38.51]It seems I'm caught in the allure, gotta get back to my humble ways
[04:42.21]I repeat the same mistakes and so the trouble stays
[04:45.09]One day I'ma get it right