[00:00.00] 作词 : Armstrong, Herman, Mathers [00:03.220]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [00:06.200]got out of bed at all [00:07.720]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [00:11.349]and I can't see at all [00:13.719]And even if I could it'll all be grey' [00:17.160]put your picture on my wall [00:19.720]It reminds me' that it's not so bad' [00:23.340]it's not so bad.. [00:25.979]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [00:28.500]got out of bed at all [00:31.530]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [00:35.160]and I can't see at all [00:37.600]And even if I could it'll all be grey' [00:40.840]put your picture on my wall [00:43.660]It reminds me' that it's not so bad' [00:46.910]it's not so bad.. [00:48.660]Dear Slim' I wrote but you still ain't callin [00:51.600]I left my cell' my pager' and my home phone at the bottom [00:54.600]I sent two letters back in autumn' you must not-a got 'em [00:57.610]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin [01:00.340]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em [01:03.300]but anyways; fuck it' what's been up? Man how's your daughter? [01:06.530]My girlfriend's pregnant too' I'm bout to be a father [01:08.910]If I have a daughter' guess what I'ma call her? [01:11.230]I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry [01:15.360]I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him [01:18.600]I know you probably hear this everyday' but I'm your biggest fan [01:21.800]I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam [01:24.670]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man [01:27.670]I like the shit you did with Rawkus too' that shit was fat [01:30.740]Anyways' I hope you get this man' hit me back' [01:33.600]just to chat' truly yours' your biggest fan [01:35.670]This is Stan [01:36.700] [01:37.330]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [01:40.580]got out of bed at all [01:42.950]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [01:46.270]and I can't see at all [01:48.890]And even if I could it'll all be grey' [01:52.800]put your picture on my wall [01:54.830]It reminds me' that it's not so bad' [01:58.330]it's not so bad.. [01:59.890]Dear Slim' you still ain't called or wrote' [02:03.040]I hope you have a chance I ain't mad [02:05.300]I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans [02:08.900]If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert [02:10.899]you didn't have to' but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew [02:14.390]That's my little brother man' he's only six years old [02:16.590]We waited in the blistering cold for you' [02:18.529]four hours and you just said' "No." That's pretty shitty man [02:22.090]you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man' [02:25.340]he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though' [02:28.020]I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver [02:29.960]you said if I'd write you' you would write back [02:31.699]see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither [02:34.889]he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her [02:37.460]I can relate to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day' [02:41.020]I drift away and put 'em on [02:42.770]cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed [02:45.999]I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest [02:48.520]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds [02:51.449]It's like adrenaline' the pain is such a sudden rush for me [02:54.449]See everything you say is real' and I respect you cause you tell it [02:57.770]My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 [03:00.699]But she don't know you like I know you Slim' no one does [03:03.949]She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up [03:06.449]You gotta call me man' I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose [03:08.829]Sincerely yours' Stan [03:09.949]P.S. We should be together too [03:14.079]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [03:16.889]got out of bed at all [03:19.790]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [03:21.889] [03:22.829]and I can't see at all [03:25.300]And even if I could it'll all be grey' [03:28.579]put your picture on my wall [03:31.389]It reminds me' that it's not so bad' [03:34.579]it's not so bad.. [03:36.460]Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans' [03:39.449]this'll be the last package I ever send your ass [03:41.960]It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? [03:44.999]I know you got my last two letters; [03:46.900]I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect [03:47.770]So this is my cassette I'm sending you' I hope you hear it [03:51.139]I'm in the car right now' I'm doing 90 on the freeway [03:54.079]Hey Slim' I drank a fifth of vodka' you dare me to drive? [03:57.389]You know the song by Phil Collins' "In the Air of the Night" [04:00.520]about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning [04:02.710]but didn't' then Phil saw it all' then at a a show he found him? [04:06.560]That's kinda how this is' you coulda rescued me from drowning [04:09.779]Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now' I'm drowsy [04:13.090]and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call [04:15.160]I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall [04:19.340]I love you Slim' we coulda been together' think about it [04:22.340]You ruined it now' I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it [04:25.530]And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it [04:28.590]I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim [04:31.970]Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! [04:34.150]Hey Slim' that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk [04:36.650]but I didn't slit her throat' I just tied her up' [04:38.970]see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more' and then she'll die too [04:43.350]Well' gotta go' I'm almost at the bridge now [04:45.970]Oh shit' I forgot' how'm I supposed to send this shit out? [04:50.030] [05:01.910]car tires squealCRASHbrief silenceLOUD splash [05:05.100]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [05:07.540]got out of bed at all [05:08.910]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [05:11.160]and I can't see at all [05:14.100]And even if I could it'll all be grey' [05:16.910]put your picture on my wall [05:20.200]It reminds me' that it's not so bad' [05:22.980]it's not so bad.. [05:24.350]Dear Stan' I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy [05:27.220]You said your girlfriend's pregnant now' how far along is she? [05:30.600]Look' I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that [05:33.290]and here's an autograph for your brother' [05:35.160]I wrote it on the Starter cap [05:36.980]I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show' I musta missed you [05:39.910]Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you [05:42.730]But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? [05:45.970]I say that shit just clownin dogg' [05:47.500]c'mon - how fucked up is you? [05:49.350]You got some issues Stan' I think you need some counseling [05:51.910]to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some [05:55.300]And what's this shit about us meant to be together? [05:57.249]That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other [06:00.689]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other [06:02.759]or maybe you just need to treat her better [06:06.390]I hope you get to read this letter' I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself' [06:09.379]I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little' I'm glad I inspire you but Stan [06:14.129]why are you so mad? Try to understand' that I do want you as a fan [06:18.600]I just don't want you to do some crazy shit [06:20.629]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick [06:24.009]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge [06:26.699]and had his girlfriend in the trunk' and she was pregnant with his kid [06:29.449]and in the car they found a tape' but they didn't say who it was to [06:33.009]Come to think about' his name was.. it was you [06:36.129]Damn!