[00:02.300]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
[00:05.830]Got out of bed at all
[00:08.100]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[00:11.600]And I can't see at all
[00:14.010]And even if I could it'd all be gray,
[00:17.740]But your picture on my wall
[00:20.190]It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
[00:23.760]It's not so bad..
[00:25.670]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
[00:29.720]Got out of bed at all
[00:32.090]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[00:35.490]And I can't see at all
[00:38.020]And even if I could it'd all be gray,
[00:41.700]But your picture on my wall
[00:44.070]It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
[00:47.630]It's not so bad..
[00:50.090]Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
[00:52.530]I left my cell, my pager,
[00:53.900]and my home phone at the bottom
[00:55.660]I sent two letters back in autumn,
[00:57.280]you must not-a got 'em
[00:58.730]There probably was a problem at the post office
[01:00.780]or something
[01:01.600]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy
[01:03.540]when I jot 'em
[01:04.720]But anyways; f*** it, what's been up?
[01:06.520]Man how's your daughter?
[01:07.650]My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
[01:10.020]If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
[01:12.290]I'ma name her Bonnie
[01:14.160]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
[01:16.590]I had a friend [killed] himself over some b****
[01:18.450] who didn't want him
[01:19.520]I know you probably hear this everyday,
[01:21.390]but I'm your biggest fan
[01:22.910]I even got the underground s*** that you did with Skam
[01:26.020]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
[01:29.030]I like the s*** you did with Ruckus too,
[01:31.140]that s*** was phat
[01:32.220]Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
[01:34.700]Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
[01:37.090]This is Stan
[01:38.280]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
[01:41.520]Got out of bed at all
[01:43.910]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[01:47.440]And I can't see at all
[01:50.100]And even if I could it'd all be gray,
[01:53.620]But your picture on my wall
[01:55.930]It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
[01:59.930]It's not so bad..
[02:01.340]Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote,
[02:03.600]I hope you have a chance
[02:04.700]I ain't mad -
[02:05.630]I just think it's f***ed up you don't answer fans
[02:07.750]If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
[02:10.480]You didn't have to,
[02:11.470]but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[02:13.440]That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
[02:16.060]We waited in the blistering cold for you,
[02:18.010]Four hours and you just said, "No."
[02:19.640]That's pretty sh**ty man -
[02:21.210] you're like his f**kin' idol
[02:22.460]He wants to be just like you man,
[02:24.130] he likes you more than I do
[02:25.560]Sometimes I even [cut] myself to see how much it bleeds
[02:28.500]It's like adrenaline,
[02:29.350]the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:31.240]See everything you say is real,
[02:32.810]and I respect you 'cuz you tell it
[02:34.370]My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
[02:37.340]But she don't know you like I know you Slim,
[02:39.590] no one does
[02:40.470]She don't know
[02:41.140]what it was like for people like us growin up
[02:43.200]You gotta call me man,
[02:44.330] I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
[02:46.290]Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
[02:47.910]We should be together too
[02:49.750]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
[02:53.590]Got out of bed at all
[02:55.940]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[02:59.550]And I can't see at all
[03:01.870]And even if I could it'd all be gray,
[03:05.620]But your picture on my wall
[03:08.000]It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
[03:11.600]It's not so bad..
[03:13.630]Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
[03:16.860]This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
[03:19.690]It's been six months and still no word -
[03:20.860] I don't deserve it?
[03:22.060]I know you got my last two letters;
[03:23.610]I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
[03:25.670]So this is my cassette I'm sending you,
[03:27.490]I hope you hear it
[03:28.490]I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
[03:31.790]I love you Slim, we coulda been together,
[03:34.090]think about it
[03:35.030]You ruined it now,
[03:35.940]I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
[03:38.030]And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and
[03:39.940]you scream about it
[03:40.970]I hope your conscience eats at you and
[03:42.660]you can't breathe without me
[03:44.120]See Slim; shut up b****! I'm trying to talk!
[03:46.440]Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend [screamin in the trunk]
[03:49.390]But I didn't [slit her throat],
[03:50.620] I just [tied her up], see I ain't like you
[03:52.460]Cause if she [suffocates] she'll suffer more,
[03:54.450] and then she'll [die], too
[03:55.790]Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
[03:58.570]Oh s**t, I forgot,
[04:00.100] how am I supposed to send this s**t out?
[04:13.350]Dear Stan,
[04:14.160]I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
[04:16.420]You said your girlfriend's pregnant now,
[04:18.100] how far along is she?
[04:19.470]Look,
[04:20.180]I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
[04:21.960]And here's an autograph for your brother,
[04:23.920]I wrote it on the Starter cap
[04:25.720]I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show,
[04:28.000] I musta missed you
[04:28.960]Don't think I did that s**t intentionally
[04:30.990] just to diss you
[04:31.980]And what's this s**t you said about you
[04:33.650]like to [cut] your wrists too?
[04:34.800]I say that [shit] just clowning dog,
[04:36.470]C'mon - how f**ked up is you?
[04:38.010]You got some issues Stan,
[04:39.170] I think you need some counselling
[04:40.520]To help your ass from bouncing off the walls
[04:42.460] when you get down some
[04:43.700]And what's this s**t about us meant to be together?
[04:46.310]That type of s**t'll make me not want us to
[04:48.440] meet each other
[04:49.440]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
[04:52.410]Or maybe you just need to treat her better
[04:55.010]I hope you get to read this letter,
[04:56.560] I just hope it reaches you in time
[04:58.270]Before you hurt yourself,
[04:59.290]I think that you'll be doin just fine
[05:01.260]If you relax a little,
[05:02.320] I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
[05:04.370]Why are you so mad? Try to understand,
[05:06.600] that I do want you as a fan
[05:08.090]I just don't want you to do some crazy [shit]
[05:10.410]I seen this one s**t on the news a couple weeks ago
[05:12.750]that made me sick
[05:13.720]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
[05:16.410]And had his [girlfriend in the trunk],
[05:17.880]and she was pregnant with his kid
[05:19.470]And in the car they found a tape,
[05:20.780] but they didn't say who it was to
[05:22.180]Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
[05:26.030]Damn!