This bed of nails, Which way should I rest my head I'll say a prayer Hoping someone hears There's a hydroplane Waiting behind these eyes I could find a way to hold your smile But I think I'll let go I'm living over and over Not stayin' here divided I've drawn my own line over I've talked my way out of the lie I'm finding It's not a weakness It's forgiving myself It's a game I've learned To quiet the sounding shame To quicken the guilt I feel When it's calling my name Should I say I'm sorry love Or call up a couple friends? Or spend those hours Like never havin'em again? I'm living over and over Not stayin' here divided I've drawn my own line over I've talked my way out of the lie I'm finding It's not a weakness It's forgiving myself Oooo, oooo, oooo Oooo, oooo, oooo It's not a weakness It's forgiving myself It's not a weakness It's forgiving myself It's not a weakness It's forgiving myself