i was up for an early morning to see everything was done i was up for an early morning cause night would never come i was up for a few more hours just to keep from falling down i was up for an early morning to see if life would ever come i went out on a big blue sunday to capture what i tought i had lost in a hot hot summerday a couple of years ago i went out with my curage build up just to watch you break it down i went out on a big blue sunday to lose all i had owned i know i know i'm gonna meet you soon i'll go i'll go wherever you want me to i know i know i'm gonna meet you soon i'll go i'll go wherever you want me to i will never feel, will never be so real there were times i felt like this when you where in my life my tragedy was near is that what you want to hear well i just wanted you to die i was down on a monday morning to pity what i tought i had lost in a dark blue yesterday a sunday years ago i went down on a deep blue sunday to relive what i caught long ago in a hot hot summerday to exit what i faught i know i know i'm gonna meet you soon you'll go you'll go wherever i want you to i know i know i'm gonna meet you soon you'll go you'll go wherever i want you to i will never feel, will never be so real there were times i felt like this when you where in my life my tragedy was near is that what you want to hear well i just wanted you to die i just wanted you to die