作词 : Thirlwell Damned if you do - and damned if you don't Throw down the gauntlet - and stay in your home Try to decide - call me again Cheap suicide - 1-800-Kevorkian Why must I drown in this river of madness How'd you escape from a broken-up brain I don't wanna drift from this bruising blue twilight Picking up pieces to start it again and again The jewel of denial Closin down for awhile You may not have a clue But don't touch that dial Why must I drown in this river of madness How'd you escape from a broken-up brain I don't wanna drift from this bruising blue twilight Picking up pieces to start it again and again Don't mess with the bull Or you'll get the horns Best watch where you tread Or you'll wish you weren't born Dread forceps my head Creeps into my bed A wink to the blind A scream to the deaf Why must I drown in this river of madness How'd you escape from a broken-up brain I don't wanna drift from this bruising blue twilight Picking up pieces to start it again Why must I swim thru this river of madness When I just crawled thru that desert of hate I don't remember when I felt elation I wanna go but I guess I should wait I should wait