No way out- neither through screaming nor through crying 
Only fleeing and hiding seems to make sense 
Day by day 
I go through hell- my own one created by me 
In me hope keeps me alive- nothing else to hold on to 
I want to end it- 
I have to end it- 
I want to leave it all behind 
It's grinding me- 
I have to liberate me- 
I have to leave it all behind 
Recalling the memories- when will it end 
What I left behind. 
The feeling is so real. 
Recalling what 
I've lost- pushes my power away 
Regarding what 
I leave behind, the feeling is still so real- so painful 
Recalling what 
I've lost pushes away every power 
This numb feeling the agony has to end- no other thought enters my head 
Nothing else has a name 
Freedom, freedom - 
I don't care how much to pay