Confused desires since my teenage years I'm the same homo my family fears For my blue eyed boy There's a long distance longing But behind closed doors, fantasies going on And I feel wrong Forgive me, Father for I have sinned I must confess It's brothers with my eyes that I undressOnce a day, I think about killing myself I can't carry on I must be strong even though it hurts As I sing this song that I feel wrong And I feel wrong God, it's only love, it's only love God, how long will this go on? And God, for how long will I feel wrong? And I feel wrong And I feel wrong I feel wrong And I feel wrong