Before we go in
I'd like to see if I remember who I am
Before the testing comes
I'd like to see if I can settle in again
Too far
Do you remember where we are
I learned my lesson again
I can't take it
I'm not that far from breaking
And all I can do now
Is pretend
And hope they let me out to see my friends
I listened to the words inside my head
I think I know just where that got me now
Why am I to blame for this
I only mentioned that I was braking down
I've been one to thrive on this
Pictures sent just to show me who I am
Does it end
Look at me I'm here again
Sometimes I don't know who I am
I can't take it
I'm not that far from breaking
And all I can do now
Is pretend
And hope they let me out to see my friends
I listened to the words inside my head
I think I know just where that got me now