[00:11.20]I roll over and go to reach for you, you're gone
[00:12.94]This bed's empty without you
[00:14.05]You said you're moving on
[00:15.15]But I'm having some trouble getting there
[00:16.27]But dwelling ain't getting me, uhh, anywhere
[00:18.42]Fuckin' Valentine's Day
[00:19.14]Fuck February, stuffed teddy bear, guts everywhere
[00:21.39]Machete on the floor I smashed up every mirror
[00:24.36]Yeah, how do I look?
[00:26.28]You fuckin' just let me here to, die didn't you?
[00:28.40]Why didn't you respond yet?
[00:29.72]I've written you five or six different times and
[00:31.52]I'm gettin' sick and tired of always apolo-gizing to you
[00:34.31]I didn't do shit to deserve what you're puttin' me through
[00:36.83]This couldn't be true, we can't be over
[00:38.40]So violets are blue, roses are red
[00:40.55]Why is it everything I do I'm reminded of you?
[00:42.23]Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[00:46.02]I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light
[00:50.17]Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[00:53.59]Just so you don't die alone
[00:57.49]Just so you don't die alone
[00:59.45]Guess I gotta deal with the fact that, you ain't never comin' back
[01:01.96]Now every woman that I look at I'm lookin' for you
[01:04.13]So I'm findin' something the matter with them
[01:05.22]Excuse to not see anyone
[01:06.53]Useless, rather pick up the phone, not at all, followin' protocol
[01:09.52]I get bowled like bowling balls
[01:10.93]No balls and go to call to talk, forget what I want to say
[01:13.03]Damnit I'm drawin' blanks like I'm playin' hangman
[01:14.52]I'm sick of playin' these games, I can't handle this heartbreak
[01:16.83]It's makin' me wanna blow out my brains
[01:18.20]Like birthday cake candles
[01:19.50]Hang up the phone and I shake, I think I may have made a mistake
[01:21.80]Can't escape the madness
[01:22.77]Turn the radio on, I hate this sad song
[01:24.69]But I can't even change the station
[01:26.04]The same one's playin' on eight channels
[01:28.12]I lay awake in shambles I'm startin to hallucinate
[01:30.03]I'm havin' all these visions of us at each other's wakes
[01:33.39]In caskets and suddenly I wake and that's when I know I
[01:34.32]Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[01:38.39]I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light
[01:42.29]Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[01:45.55]Just so you don't die alone
[01:49.40]Just so you don't die alone
[01:54.60]Give me one more, bottle for the pain
[01:58.28]Give me one more for the memories
[02:02.80]Give me one more, I'll make it taste like a steak
[02:07.33]It'll help alleviate
[02:09.32]It'll soothe this ache
[02:11.60]Of trying to fake
[02:12.93]That she's really, she's really coming back
[02:16.35]And it's been a while now, but I finally realize how
[02:18.12]Much reality sucks, but it's just something about our love
[02:20.33]I'm still in denial now, dealing with the finality of it
[02:22.67]And it's making me crazy thinking of the days we, spent
[02:25.66]And how I'll never hold you again
[02:26.94]Ain't shit I can do about it
[02:28.06]Now my head is overcrowded
[02:29.03]With these clouded memories and I can't seem to get you out it
[02:31.06]And how the fuck do you sleep comfortably
[02:32.75]Knowing what you done did to me, huh?
[02:34.04]Did it even occur to you that I loved you?
[02:36.28]Completely, deep and madly, head over heels for you
[02:38.50]Was you and me, once used to be together forever
[02:40.40]It was supposed to be us, but you crushed the dream
[02:42.40]We was supposed to die together, and it's killing me so much
[02:44.35]When I sleep I wake up dead, must be why I
[02:47.45]Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
[02:51.17]I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light
[02:55.21]Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
[02:58.42]Just so you don't die alone
[03:02.42]Just so you don't die alone