[00:14.82]Hears mom and dad yellin', mom always wanted divorce
[00:17.36]Dad calling momma a whore
[00:18.68]Drunk, been drinking all weekend, a couple of Coors
[00:20.89]A couple of doors were broke in, cover the floor, damn
[00:23.38]He's always told never to tell
[00:24.78]If anybody finds out, he'll be put in a cell
[00:26.63]Hit with a belt, there will be nobody to help
[00:28.44]And so he prays everyday while he's stuck in this hell
[00:30.43]All to himself, he holds every ounce of it in
[00:32.29]All the kids who have things always laughing at him
[00:34.34]All the teachers see his pain, but he's playing pretend
[00:36.16]Playing with friends is something he wishes he can
[00:37.93]But nobody wants to give him a chance
[00:39.94]Nobody wants to be with a man
[00:41.31]Been looking at the future, but the future is so far in advance
[00:43.68]Looking at the alcohol in his hand
[00:45.20]Like damn, like why, why God?
[00:48.39]Why do I do this again? And
[00:50.11]Why am I getting so drunk? See, my dad was a drunk, I don't wanna be him, I
[00:54.35]I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them in bottles of gin
[00:57.33]I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within
[01:00.80]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
[01:04.46]I don't wanna lose myself
[01:07.76]Just to rule
[01:10.47]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
[01:16.04]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
[01:19.62]I don't wanna lose myself
[01:22.90]Just to rule
[01:25.82]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
[01:31.12]She goes to read another message, "Hoe, slut, stupid and fake"
[01:33.33]She doesn't know how much she can take
[01:34.84]She's looking at her body, it's a body that she plans to replace—fake
[01:37.47]Everything all over her face—fake
[01:39.39]Smile leads up to her lashes, never been asked about passion
[01:42.40]Only been asked about passin' the blunt to the left
[01:44.86]Or a pic of her chest, call a ******* and a mess, she's a wreck
[01:47.32]Waiting for a text from a guy
[01:48.59]Who tell her that he love her, but he wanna see her cry
[01:50.45]Who tell her that he love her, but he beat her every night
[01:52.35]With a pipe out a spite, she might leave him for a guy
[01:54.18]With a tie and a job, a Mike or a Rob
[01:56.13]She's tired and sobs on the knob of a door
[01:58.04]Yelling out: "Please, I can't take no more!"
[01:59.80]And he's yelling out: "******* you! You *******, you whore!"
[02:01.81]Damn, she doesn't wanna be on the news
[02:03.68]Only 22, looking down the barrel of a 22
[02:05.74]Looking for a move she can make
[02:07.10]Looking at the bruise on her face, never felt safe
[02:09.32]Never felt late 'til the end of the month
[02:11.23]Looking down at her stomach like, "What have we done?"
[02:13.20]I was looking for love and you were lookin' for fun
[02:14.91]And now a life is in my body cause you wanted to cum
[02:16.88]Like why, why God?
[02:19.82]Why do I do this again? And
[02:21.69]Why am I thinking that we could find love inside lust? See, we love to pretend, I
[02:25.42]I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them by ******* with him
[02:28.66]I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within
[02:32.33]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
[02:35.80]I don't wanna lose myself
[02:39.17]Just to rule
[02:41.88]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
[02:47.33]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
[02:50.96]I don't wanna lose myself
[02:54.28]Just to rule
[02:57.09]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
[03:02.77]He's addicted to the world's most dangerous drug
[03:04.58]The one that'll make you lose everything that you love
[03:06.44]And we don't understand, money doesn't buy love
[03:08.41]So we pile up all our money just to buy us
[03:10.43]A new car, some new rims, a new Benz
[03:12.78]Doesn't have friends no more
[03:14.33]An iPod, an iPad, an iMac
[03:16.66]So rich that he's feeling poor
[03:18.12]If he had one chance to go back
[03:20.44]Wishes that he never bagged a whore
[03:22.00]A couple more Coors and a broken door
[03:23.77]Shattered decor all over the floor
[03:25.24]Coming home at a quarter to four, coming home is a bore
[03:27.56]Looking at a Gin bottle, got a quarter to pour
[03:29.51]At a local titty bar, he got a better rapport
[03:31.34]No cover ones cover the floor, really looking for more
[03:33.72]And more money makes more problems
[03:35.12]He don't understand how to solve 'em
[03:36.61]Doesn't understand his son and his wife are his life, every night
[03:39.02]When they fight, now he's looking at them as a problem
[03:40.83]That's a problem, now he doesn't know what to do
[03:42.74]Out of touch, leaving town, every weekend or two
[03:44.62]Thinking money maybe buy us all the happiness too
[03:46.49]'Til he's sitting in a room, staring back at a 22
[03:48.91]Like, what happened to life?
[03:50.47]I went so many years and I thought I was right
[03:52.23]I went so many years, never livin' my life
[03:54.03]And I'm scared that my son turns out just like
[03:56.24]Me, why me, my God?
[03:58.15]Everything I see really is a facade
[03:59.81]Fake love, fake hair, fake nails, fake bod
[04:01.71]We replace as a race and we try to play God
[04:03.59]Like why, why God, why do I do this again? And
[04:07.98]Why am I getting so drunk? See, my dad was a drunk, I don't wanna be him, I
[04:11.87]I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them in bottles of gin, I
[04:15.61]I know we're thinking that we could find love inside lust, see, we love to pretend, I
[04:19.39]I know a part of the problem is silicone kingdom we're living within
[04:22.67]I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all of my feelings within, I
[04:26.71]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
[04:29.84]I don't wanna lose myself
[04:33.17]Just to rule
[04:35.93]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
[04:41.39]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
[04:45.02]I don't wanna lose myself
[04:48.36]Just to rule
[04:51.13]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou