作曲 : 徐其非 作词 : 徐其非 The world just looks so grey Literally when I went to be my own way Lost the hope of having acceptance Don't want the same old things But I have to bear the same liability Like there's only one way to succeed Why can't you, why can't you leave me be Why can't I, why can't I just be free I wanna live like a dead man I wanna live like a dead man Death is a privilege Now they are blamed for their expectation They can't find their own redemption Do I have to die to release more from their own stupidity Suicidal thoughts just came to me Why can't you, why can't you leave me be Why can't I, why can't I just be free I wanna live like a dead man I wanna live like a dead man I wanna live like a dead man I wanna live like a dead man yeah How can it be wrong if it's the question to the standards of judgement itself? Then truth is nowhere to be found How is life a life if I don't get to live it to the day I die? Is it just the biggest lie? I wanna live like a dead man Ba la Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba yeah